I feel so tired... slept at nearly midnight yesterday (couldn't sleep) and woke up at nine-thirty to say bye to my mum who left for her Thai tuition, which ended about half an hour ago. then spent aeons on a collage which I'm planning to have printed, laminated and framed for her birthday- I really wish all pictures were taken like photoshoots! it's really hard to crop out backgrounds when it's stuff like trees, and everybody's hair looks horribly round
in the end result. my dad saw it and all he said was, "that part's really light (I used a texture and I'm not that good at it but it still looks nicer than it would in normal light) but it'll turn out ok when printed." now I feel like I wasted all my time doing an ugly collage. my dad just left for work, and he said, "you should do some homework. like chinese." and I'm like, what the hell
. I know that when I go back to singapore I'll have a lot of trouble in chinese, considering (a) I'm not that good at it in the first place and (b) I'm in a very chinese school. but they don't seem to realise that (a) it's the holidays, I slaved away for aeons trying to scrape my grades up (got honour roll for semester 2... guess science and pe pulled me down) and (b) *crucial point* in singapore, at least chinese was one of my subjects, so if I didn't work at it I would basically die. but here, it's not one of my school subjects. shouldn't I prioritise? I mean, during a normal school day, if I had tuition and lots of school work I'd have to do both, regardless of the fact that if I didn't finish my homework I would die in school. okay, maybe that doesn't really make sense -once in a blue moon my tuition's reduced to 1 hour if I'm sick or have lots of homework but as I said that isn't often- but, GRAH, I'm just so tired. and slacky. and sick of myself. really. I'm just like sitting here not doing anything and I still haven't done my grade 9 assignment for english
. I'm such a slacker!! GRAH. okay. maybe once I've calmed down I'll delete this post. which reminds me,
-sorry for lack of paragraphing, the stuff above doesn't make sense anyway-
- made a mistake in previous post, it's undomestic goddess, not the domestic goddess. stupid mistake.
- will post pic of sher and I next post.